Reasons to Cry

Yup, the past few days were tear-jerking for me. So many reasons why I had to cry.

First, I was elected for an officer at our org, Film Critics' Circle, and I was assigned to be the treasurer. Tears of joy? Nope. Ibon man, may layang lumipad, kulungin mo at umiiyak. I was hoping to transfer to another org (again), IndAK maybe or YFC. I didn't had a valid reason to decline the job, or maybe I had and I didn't bother to speak up for myself. My silence tortured me again. It's too late.

Also, I found out last Monday that I failed my long test in Math. My score was 37 out of 52. It was drastic because almost all of us had high scores. I think I'm the one who had the lowest score. But I had no idea that something more surprising would top this news...

Finally, my Tito Poch died also last Monday, and we had his body interred earlier this Sunday. His death was so sudden. I still find it hard to believe he's dead. I wish I took the time to pray for him while he was still alive. Thank you for sewing my Julius Caesar speech costume and lending me the Mary J. Blige and Macy Gray CDs, Tito. RIP.